Testo Hanging

You spend all day with your head down crying lately
Each thought comes faster than the last
Cigarettes in bed and one leg hanging off the edge
Seven dried out bowls to mark a week since you last slept

All day feeding the monster, keeping the hormones down
I’m not scared of it, but I’m scared of myself that’s enough for the both of us
You’re crying on the phone again it tears my up, but you can’t tell
An aching in your cheeks to say you’re smiling through your teeth again

All day feeding the monster, keeping the hormones down
I’m not scared of it but I’m scared of myself that’s enough for the both of us

And you ask of me, when will I feel love again
But I can’t say, it’s hard enough to feel okay

All day feeding the monster, keeping the hormones down
I’m not scared of it but
All day feeding the monster, keeping the hormones down
I’m not scared of it but I’m scared of myself that’s enough for the both of us

And you ask of me, when will I feel love again But I can’t say, it’s hard enough to feel okay