Testo Some Days

Some days
I fill myself up with so much rage
I can't handle these emotions
Babe, I just let it build up
Until it's too much
Sometimes
I keep myself awake all night
Picking through pieces of my old life 'Cause we tend to live in the pain
'Til it drives us insane
'Til it explodes like a bullet inside of your brain
Hits you like a wave
And the next thing you know, you're supposed to be okay, okay
But I'm not okay, okay

I was on days dying in it
A fetal being
Caught up away if I could fight up in 'em
A plate of food make me nauseous
If I greet 'em I would be exhausted
These trials, deep hours
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By any means I'ma [?] [?] from these thousands
I migrated, we the greatest
Pencil outta profit, proper data
We been gaming, up time made it
Tightrope, post dated
Seeped in, deep route
Building up a rage, eased out
Cover up, my wound bleeds out
Some days, these vows

Some days
I fill myself up with so much rage
I can't handle these emotions
Babe, I just let it build up
Until it's too much
Sometimes
I keep myself awake all night
Picking through pieces of my old life
'Cause we tend to live in the pain
'Til it drives us insane
'Til it explodes like a bullet inside of your brain
Hits you like a wave
And the next thing you know, you're supposed to be okay, okay
But I'm not okay, okay

Channeling the pain up on my sleeve
Dissect reports upon the loss
Picking up the pieces it's a mission
Smoking mirrors, how my vision off?
No sleep, body weak
Thinking to myself, "Cut the loss"
I'm not okay but I got a vision
And time's ticking, gotta shake it off
Ya big boy got me saving face
Pillow talking rumors get around
Tall tale, something's out of place
I'm disappointed how you moving now
One way, deep route
Building up a rage, eased out
Cover up, my wound bleeds out
Some days, these vows

Some days
I fill myself up with so much rage
I can't handle these emotions
Babe, I just let it build up
Until it's too much
Sometimes
I keep myself awake all night
Picking through pieces of my old life
'Cause we tend to live in the pain
'Til it drives us insane
'Til it explodes like a bullet inside of your brain
Hits you like a wave
And the next thing you know, you're supposed to be okay, okay
But I'm not okay, okay