Testo Drain

I wanna learn to be patient like you
I never stop to take the rocks out of my shoes
You see the sunny side of every situation
I'm stuck in my imagination
I'm a lost cause, I got a dark heart
I like to stay sad 'cause it’s a lost art
So, if you saw me lying dead in the street
Would you stop your car to take a picture of me? I'll be your roadkill, promise to stay still
We're going downhill from here

Hey, hey
I'm learning how to drain
All of this hate out from my heart
And from my brain

I'm learning not to pick up when you call me
Because the way I act with you is alarming
And you don't want my company or conversation
I'm junk food, instant gratification
I want true love, like in the movies
Standing ovation at the ending
Now, I try my hardest just to look on the bright side But everyday I just can’t make up my mind
Am I confident? Or a dumb bitch?
So what, fuck it, who gives a shit!

Hey, hey
I'm learning how to drain
All of this hate out from my heart
And from my brain
Hey, hey
I just wanna feel okay
I'm taking everything I know
I'm gonna throw it all away

Hey give me a break
At least I got out of bed today
Changed my clothes and tried to hydrate
Did all the stupid shit my self help books say
I won't speak negativity because my words become reality

Hey, hey
I'm learning how to drain
All of this hate out from my heart
And from my brain
Hey, hey
I just wanna feel okay
I'm taking everything I know
I'm gonna throw it all away

Throw it all away
Throw it all away
Throw it all away
I'm gonna throw it all away