Testo Golden Years

Deepest first hate, I'm wild with all regret
We are starting to grow up way too fucking fast
Why should I take anyone's place?
The traps are set and so far
I've tripped on every one and destroyed it all with what I've done
The worst part is I'm questioning
What I've become and what I'll be
When it all comes to the end, am I still the good guy? Like when I began, I'm watching my back
With no reason why, because I'm the bad guy.

Birthday parties and goody bags
Went to jumping kids and suicide fads
If these are my golden years
Then shoot me now, I'll never last

Last in line but heads still up
Who would have thought it'd be so tough
If these are my golden years
Then shoot me now, I'll never last

Lines been drawn, mistakes been made
Nothing will ever look the same Lines been drawn, we've all been crushed
Stop it all now, we've been too rushed