Testo Bath Room (engl.)

Why can't I sleep? Intoxicated by the silence If I hum to myself, alone in my gloomy room, it just makes me feel empty Why can't I sleep? Since I saw you I sleep with my to the side, keeping my eyes on the wet floor Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, I'm just emotionless I stared at you without saying anything, forgetting even to blink I want to sleep, but I'm afraid of waking I want to forget everything - what selfish nonsense I call your name, the silence drives me mad Grabbing your thin shoulder, I screamed at the lack of warmth Faced with a reality I didn't want to know about, my heart drowns I knew there was no meaning to the tears I'd held back as I bit my lip There's a voice from behind me as I stand there I didn't care what kind of excuses you spit out But because you were there before my eyes, looking lonely And I couldn't do a single thing, I hated myself so much I could die You're the one who gave me my name, won't you please stay by my side like this? You're my "mother", the first and last person who was kind to me With bright red paint, I traced your outline on the white wall Pressing my still-warm cheek to yours, I'll laugh softly My large tear drops seemed to overlap you and I felt like we became one When I close my eyes and the warmth disappears, I'll be by your side