Testo Beach House

Rotting in my bedroom think I
Need a different outlook cause I’m
Hiding alcohol in floorboards
Never hanging out with so-called
Friends that I made on the weekend
Don’t recall any of their names
Think it ended in a vowel
One of them might have a beach house
Do you see me now?
Made a bad decision when I knew I should run
Wanted you to stay but now I'm letting you down
Do you see me now?
Made a bad decision for the hell of the fun
Wanted just to argue, I’m in love with the sound

Told me I looked really diffеrent
Missing all my baby teeth and
Lost some weight ovеr the winter
Playing with my food at dinner
Graduated high school sober
Never touched the drugs or liquor
Guess I was a different person When did I become a sinner?

And I’ve been looking away from the sun in the sky
Cause I don’t wanna burn up
I could’ve escaped
But I’m always running late
Better than not showing up
Takes one to know one
And you know I’m easy
Every conversation I don't remember
Eats me

Do you see me now?
Made a bad decision when I knew I should run
Wanted you to stay but now I'm letting you down
Do you see me now?
Made a bad decision for the hell of the fun
Wanted just to argue, I’m in love with the sound

Oh mom and dad don’t cry anymore cause I’m different
Only tell you the truth when I’m drunk or belligerent
You know I wake up in the morning
And I wish you had listened
And when I’m older I’ll be so fucking angry that I miss it
Oh mum and dad don’t cry anymore cause I’m different
Only tell you the truth when I’m drunk or belligerent
You know I wake up in the morning
And I wish you had listened
And when I’m older I’ll be so fucking angry that I miss it