Testo One Last Time

All this sorrow in my mind Acting weird, I am just fine Pulls me closer to the edge Makes me wish that I was dead Silent rain that falls on me From a God that failed to see All the good things where I stand Always slipped right through my hands Of all the times this is the last Nothing matters but the past Disapproves my right to live Fills me up until I can't feel All the chances that I had Never knew I did this bad Blew up all what's left inside Produced another sorrows' tide Cannot choose to wait alone You know it hurts me to the bone Cannot choose to let you go What I need is all of you Of all the times this is the last Nothing matters but the past Disapproves my right to live Fills me up until I can't feel