Testo Grown Up

Twenty candles on the cake
Yellow cabs and vintage gowns
I could've used a friend
When you came around
Watched me lose my world
So you gave me yours
Said nothing's gonna hurt you now
Kissed me and you said I was so mature Thought I had it figured out

Made me feel so grown up, grown up
Where were all the grown ups, growin' up?
Now that I'm a grown up, grown up
I don't get how you were havin' fun, I was way too young

New city all alone
My parents broke our home
Thought I was so independent
Rewrite the story every time I tell it
I was just a kid, couldn't even drink
Younger than your son is now
Does it make you sick?
Did you really think I'd never say the words out loud? Thought I wouldn't find you out

Made me feel so grown up, grown up
Where were all the grown ups, growin' up?
Now that I'm a grown up, grown up
I don't get how you were havin' fun, I was way too young

How could you be havin' fun? I was way too young
How could you be havin' fun? I was way too young
You were not a white knight, you were just a man
Now I'm finally old enough to fuckin' understand
I wasn't an old soul, I was just a kid
How do you sleep at night knowin' what you did?

Made me feel so grown up, grown up
Where were all the grown ups, growin' up?
Now that I'm a grown up, grown up
I don't get how you were havin' fun, I was way too young
Watched me lose my world so you gave me yours
Said nothing's gonna hurt you now
Now that I'm a grown up, grown up
I don't get how you were havin' fun, I was way too young